Saturday, February 26, 2005

Detailed Reality Check

blasted laptop. i cannot press both shift keys and capslock. i apologize for series of periods and elipses. i cannot make any other punctuations. anyway, lets get started with this reality check, shall we. okay...

let me start of by reviewing my entries in my blog for the past year. you can obviously count all the entries i made this 2004. how come... maybe its because im lazy.. or maybe because i dont like blogger anymore.. or may be because im too busy that i could not attend to things that i like to do best. ayt. that settles it.. the last one is definitely the answer. since the dawn of resignation, i was too busy and too busy to do the most (or safe in saying 'what i like best'). what do i mean by dawn of resignation. well it only means that my superiors have already resigned and most of their tasks.. excuse me, all of their task were dumped on me. so i have to do all their work and in order to do that, i must sacrifice my life. yeah. my social life. good thing i still have time to go out and hit the movies. but for all insanity, i have to work, work, and work. so just sit back and relax and ill relate to you what ive been doing for past months..

well when july 2004 started, most of my superiors have already gone out of sgv. im not yet that affected during that time since i do not know the impact and intensity of work i am assuming. just the felt the social side that they are leaving our environment and all. anyway, as they went out. new staffs went in. second of being an auditor, you have to coach the new one. they have to know how it is to be an auditor. that's an added task. in addition to that, you will also be given full responsibility of the accounts you handled a year ago since all your in-charges and SA's have already left you. to worsen the situation, added accounts will be given to you, that's how hectic my life was for the coupla months.

come yearend 2004, another responsibility has already taken astride. that is the trip to cambodia.. let me rephrase that one, audit trip to cambodia.. a lot better. since it does not only involve going out of the country. but more importantly the essence is that you will struggle to be understood in that part of the world. to add, you also have to be very keen in doing your work and try to understand the appropriateness of each procedures to be done since you do not have a superior present with you during the audit. email is the only brideway connnecting you and your superior.

after the comeback from the audit trip, the huge struggle slowly, painstakingly creeps beneath your skin. what do i mean? well it simply means you have to juggle yourself from one client to another since the other one was left undone and there are so many.. i mean so many many many things to be done. after awhile my boss understood that i have to let go of one client and proceed to the one i was originally designed for. another struggle, i have to do everything all by myself. so literally im a one-man team. a nice way to go... anyway, til present im finishing what i started. hope that one day this'll be finished. and i have to move-on.

that'll do it. my own reality check. to inform you that im still here breathing in our planet. still existing although located in an area full of paperworks and problems along ayala ave. ciao... again my apologize for being such a sarcastic whiner!