Sunday, July 29, 2007

hp

still hasnt finished reading... i remember that when i read this book whilst on the train. i keep my ipod on higher volume just in case someone would talk about it. dont want to spoil hp7...

101 ways to annoy me!

Sunday morning, the perfect way to wake up is to hear slamming of the door for the nth time. What does that supposed to mean? Do they know that there's another person sleeping in another room...

Another one, if you use a listerine would you gargle so loud that a person in another room would hear your "gurgle gurgle gurgle"...

Saturday, July 28, 2007

untitled

Recently, I wasn't in the mood to blog. Was this because of work has conquered my blog life? Or I wasn't too inspired to write one... I guess its the latter. I tried searching for a theme to write but there were no words to describe my life here at the moment. But I told myself while I headed home that there were lots of things that happened to me today worth writing about. I reckon you should sit tight as this will go further. Expect for a lot of digression from heaps of regression!

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Busy impressing for Visy... Well, for the past three weeks that's what I've been doing. I always ensure that I surpass whatever is expected on the audit. Well, I guess I have achieved those for I've free up heaps of charging time. I guess I am a bit productive nowadays...

My two cents goes to my manager who makes me feel that I'm her slave! Well missy, the more you demand from me the more I will not do what you expect me to do. For one, I am not paid to work on a weekend. Secondly, you never appreciate my efforts in reaching out to help you out with your work for which you are responsible for. I am more than willing to accept what you wanted me to do if and only if you can learn to appreciate my hardwork! Far out!!!

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Next one will go to my friend whom I described as being a bit cranky the other week. It is not what it supposed to sound like. I guess written things are really subject to misinterpretations... I guess that is just a spur-of-the-moment thingey. I guess it sounded a bit harsh. In my defense, I would be a bit upset in the situation I am in. And if I remember it correctly, negative vibes reacting with another negative one will make a massive explosion... I apologise for being such a jerk... If we dissect what I said (cranky friend), you have to look at the good side of it... cranky is merely an adjective that describes a current state of mood in a person. the second word is a noun which is more permanent and should be appreciated---to be more precise you being a very supportive person!

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Today was such a hectic traumatic and gilla (malaysian for crazy) day. Well imagine yourself waking up very early to have a nice meal so that you can recharge and build energy that would be expected to be utilised for the rest of the hyper-busy Saturday agenda in stored. I went to heaps of apartments that will serve as a burrow until my contract in EY expires. A bit hectic and mixed up with the schedule happened from 10.00am until 2.30pm. But on an overall I was able to see 5 apartments and would be describing it in another entry which will be posted tomorrow.

To top it all, my laptop has fully exhausted its batteries. Prolly too tired of me browsing for more apartments to look at and to "where-is" 'em all. But before it went off, I was able to open my laptop and discover that I went to the wrong apartment and have to run towards the other one in order for me to reach the inspection. But I did it. And for the best part, I was able to shove off some calories! My mobile went off and I felt physically impaired and pressured to accomplish the schedule set, mobileless.

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After the above search for a burrow, I went to the grocery to buy seafood and veggie mix. This is in order to meet my promise to my officemates that I will show off my talent in cooking. I got a bit pressured and I raced to the kitchen upon reaching home. A bit contented as I was able to accomplish it in less than half an hour. Although, it lacks a bit of soy seasoning and the noodles is not the same noodles for the real Filipino Pancit.

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I was the last one to arrive for the picnic in Royal Botanical Garden with my expat RCIP family. But still, I have some food prepared for them so I guess its not that bad after all. During that time I felt really really tensed that people would not really take any Pancit I made. That's the pressure for being so overrated. Good thing, more than half of my officemates took my overrated Pancit and at least most of them felt satisfied or what I think they felt as I haven't heard any complaints nor stomach problems. Or probably they ranted when I was away to go to the restroom which is another story...

Night is about to fall evidenced by luna juna (spansih for the full moon). And I can't literally hold my bladder anymore. Even if it is against my will to leave them, I have to excuse myself and peeeee....... (it feels good, seriously!). I got locked up on my return to the stupid freaking garden. What the hell is this supposed to mean ---- "We will not allow you to enter as I am going home and we cannot take anything from you as a sign that you'll be coming back because you might come back to us that we stole your stuff".. Seriously?! I went all over the fence to look for a way in.. And saw a signage saying that "Tresspassers after hours will be extremely prosecuted!"...Yay! So due to my despiration, I talked with three strangers to ask me to help contact my friends... One is a lady with kids on the van. Who shoooed me away.. Another is a guard who worked in the stupid garden who said that he does not have a credit in the mobile. And the last stupid chekwa who told me that mobile calls are expensive and I should be looking for a public phone. Although he has a point but in times like this you would not resist anything possible. I went to a hotel and paid the phone service and viola! Everything is now fine. As I raced my way to the Sydney Opera House I was really happy that they all waited for me. And even packed my things... And at the same time, they were very concerned with me. Feels nice knowing someone cares! Thanks to my friends and Senyora Maria Belle as well!!!


Well that's what happened to me for the rest of the day. And should I say that I enjoyed this day and I would really have a long nice sleep and a worry-free weekend. I've just decided that I will not call my manager and the hell with her! She should utilise her brain just for this time and learn to function on her own without me. I really hate her guts!!!!

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Saturday, July 21, 2007

exhausted snowy feeling

You know how it feels like to see your first snow. And u know how it feels like to have all ski gears and imagining urself that ul be doing it.. But now, watif someone stole ur boots! U hvnt had brekkie, cranky friends, thirsty, u want to take a leak and ur having cravings and u know what..

it suddenly toke ur happiness and anticipation with frustration and annoyance.

Saturday, July 14, 2007

crazy friday night

This so amazing! Im drunk and its 4am... First time it happened to me. More wacky details tom when im bloody sane. Cheers!

Friday, July 13, 2007

a long forsaken day...

Such a bad.. I mean worst day i ever had this year! Grads that are soo talkative and doesn't seem to know logic. They are pathetic who loves being spoon fed to the last drop of knowledge. Ask about the logic of RE beg plus profit equals RE end! Did they even finish uni?

I waited ages for a taxi cab. Just because noone ever offered me a ride to the nearest damn train station. I promise myself to start learning how to drive. I can afford a damn car for pete's sake. I waited for more than an hour for stupid cabs. Smithfield is soo primitive that i dont have access to fast food, petrol or any place to hangout and check the internet to know where the hell are the bus stops. Info number doesnt even know where they are exactly located. I was really desparate. When i saw a bus under the cumberland bridge i quickly ran towards its origin and began searching for the bus route. Fortunately, i was able to reach westfield in time to shop knowing salary just came through. Now i have a brand new sunnies. Even had done my EY urgent errand at starbucks. Had a takeaway so that i will noy cook dinner. Now im in a cab just because there are no trains at 9.10pm. And i just want to take a rest and just head for my bed who missed me enormously.

Thursday, July 5, 2007

paging the client!! ~ amsobord!

OMG!! I've been waiting like ages! I set an appointment with him to support my analytical procedures but where is he? *paging-paging*

I thought I could get away from the client earlier and have a nice Thursday shopping day but grrrr.... He's not here!! And I'm so damned bored..

So let's just think about the things I wanna do later~
+ Buy Wicker Park OST and Snow Patrol CD's
+ Clean and vacuum my room (apparently, this has not been done for weeks now)
+ Watch Episode 12 of Grey's Anatomy and Disk 6 of House
+ Prepare something for tomorrow's lunch
+ Email US company regarding an urgent matter!
+ Buy tissue paper
+ I wanna eat Dark Chocolate 70% Excellence from Lindt
+ Email some pictures to a friend we met in Phuket
+ Update my site for remaining unpublished pictures (including Blue Mountains)
+ Iron my clothes for tomorrow (this will increase my snoozing time)
+ Do a bills analysis and allocation with my housemates

I just have an hour left and the client is not yet here! That's annoying! Anyway, something to be grateful for. I met my Tarongga Zoo buddies awhile ago and had a wonderful lunch with them. Planning to watch Transformers this Saturday. It means that I have to move my drinking session on Saturday night if I wanna wake up early and of course, decipher the movie. Well, hopefully during the weekend I can finally do my dry-cleaning. I've got heaps and keep on procrastinating it.

Next week I will be on a long journey to the Western NSW. I just hate it when I get assigned to these clients. I have to wake up early, cook my food and be disciplined for the whole duration of 3 friggin' weeks. Then just the thought of doing an audit in Silverwater on the day of the skiing is just too stressful to think about.

And yes! The client is not yet here! Damn! I feel awefully agitated and frustrated. I was hoping to finish everything by today but here I am just killing my time blogging and surfing the net. Arrggh.. I'll just do my timesheet for now.

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

Reality Check

The series of weeks have been really exhausting for me. Mentally, I don't feel stress but for unknown reasons something is bothering me. Strange as it may, I just don't have the motivation to do most stuff anymore. Lately, I feel I don't have the inspiration to cook my food. I usually wanted to go home early. I don't want to go out much. I'd rather stay at home during weekends.

I tried to feed my wants and desires to make me happy. Last week went shopping for shoes, beddings and just awhile ago I bought two DVD concerts. I must say older songs of Snow Patrol is so great! I was really happy but only for awhile.

On my way home as I was passing through the busy George St. I realised how long I've been here. I just realised how alone I am. Going through my boring routinary life. One month seems to pass so quickly. Salary drain after salary drain... I just can't help but feel sorry for myself for not having any savings since I started here. I began questioning myself why I am here at Sydney. What is my real purpose? Would it be better to live a simplier life in Manila. Until when will my career struggle be finished? Do I really want to be here? Then, I wondered through various job possibilities but nothing seemed to fit in.

I went home with an unsatisfied thought and felt even more depressed. Then, my housemate invited me to join them for dinner. Without hesitation, I ate sotanghon and did the dishes... Now I can blog.