Tuesday, December 25, 2007

the ultimate

called this the ultimate cos this is the very essence of my holiday back home... 

country road...
two days ago i was in pangasinan. i know this is long overdue blog but i have to tell you about this nonetheless. spent most of my time just resting, lying on the nipa hut in our beach. it doesn't get simpler than this... really had a nice time to reflect and rest. i'll blog more and attach some pictures after the holiday rush..

christmas rush...
as usual, i never thought i would be doing it again yet i did it. procrastinating again and doing the last-minute christmas gift shopping. i did my annual "giplis" (my slang for gift list) just this morning. spent 4 consecutive hours thinking what to buy as i roamed around SM and Rustan's in Makati. i concluded my shopping with a taste of UCC while waiting for gifts to be wrapped. the waiting wasn't bad after all. maybe people got tired of buying at the last minute.. i reckon!

noche buena...
here it goes. one minute before its officially christmas. i'm wishing everyone a happy christmas! cheers! gotta open my gifts now and enjoy the food. ciao...


MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!

Friday, December 21, 2007

can i have more time please...

less than two weeks to go and I'm going back to Sydney. i know its really -- really fast. i look back and it seems i haven't accomplished much. still have tons of things i wanted to do but i have a hard time determining what they are. for one, i haven't even bought presents yet. 

I'm counting the hours before we go to Pangasinan (rural town where my mom was born). quite excited as i haven't been there for ages. the last time i can remember was when i passed the board exams...

this past few days I've been having this terrible dry cough and my schedule is also suffering. i tried to squeeze in reunions, shopping, coffee quest for Starbucks' planner, etc. Half of the day is spent watching 'Dragon Ball Z' series and reminiscing through my childhood most favorite anime´

as i realise that i am indeed losing the days so quickly, i should plan ahead. maybe it is a great idea to go to this trip to think about what else i would want to do on the remaining days before i face the ultimate busy season. 

Thursday, December 13, 2007

first week back home

its funny how hectic my 28-day vacation can get. i don't even have a minute to jot some splash of thoughts on my poor blogzter. here are 10 random thoughts on how its been going so far:

1. continuously dripping faucet of money
i have spent so much money on buying clothes to wear even my undies although its such a treat that you know you can charge everything on my overused card! and other expended purchase of things that i want to have.

2. joy of being with family
i realised that you can earn a lot overseas. spend your money to whatever your heart desires but at the end of the day you will always feel unsatisfied. being with my mom & dad - though its only 2 hours shopping cos they get tired easily - is ultimately priceless. having the expertise of my brother in flooding myself with endless gadgets can eventually quench my thirst for spending!

3. mall hopping and the calvary of taking public transport
feels like there is a need to conquer all shopping malls before i go back to sydney. there is always something in our shopping malls that i always long for. probably the thought of reaping the sacrifices you've made in sydney. the thought of you not scratching your itching fingers to spend more in sydney. or plainly, you know that you're back home and almost everything is cheaper here. public transport is another story. just now i realised how terrible buses, jeepney and tricycle are but for unknown reasons i love the commute!

4. meeting up friends and catching up with the old times (plus new chismax! LOL)
it always thrills me to meet up friends whom you've known for ages or some friends that made a significant impact in your life. you know that even though you usually have a chance to chat online there's still the longing of seeing them in person and just having a cup of coffee or a nice meal. good times, indeed. 

5. pressure of making everyone happy
i would always think of making everyone happy by giving them the best give-aways or even a bar of chocolate to let them think that you remember them and that they are important. i feel the pressure while i was distributing some things i bought for them. it gives me a small rupture of joy whenever you put a smile on their faces. 

6. sharing photos and endless story about your blooper experiences
i am anxious to share photos i have back in oz to my family and friends. so far i've let them view it from my mac. i reckon i should do it the old fashion way of putting it in a tangible photo album. sharing some blooper experiences such as my first few days of unthinkable stupidity that made me look back and laugh at it.

7. text message and the damn phone
i just realised that i should have unlocked both my mobile phones from 3 mobile. my damn N95 seems to be broken as battery is depleting faster by the minute. i rarely use it to call since text message is often used here and i miss leaving voicemails and my usual greeting (my aussie accent as well)

8. drunken nights
i miss drunken saturday nights and major gimik in sydney but nothing can compare to how we do it here. its more of a bonding session - talking about frustrations, aspirations, gossip, experiences and endless recollections. 

9. serenity
for once i have attained serenity that i have always been yearning for. just by sitting on our balcony and looking at the changes that happened since you last saw the place. you realise that it brings you to a deep reverie and pondering on random ideas and its ramifications.

10. how can i forget - filipino food!!
burger machine. jollibee. my mom's dishes. kfc (now with rice and gravy!!! - plus the utensils). sisig. lumpia. sinigang. mangang hilaw with bagoong (depending on the mood but generally i don't eat bagoong). taho. sardinas. sotanghon. a definite treat!

and i reckon it is just the beginning. i still have to go to the province. i really should do something in prolonging my stay til 6 january 2008... there's still heaps of activities in-stored for me.

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

this is it...

here goes. after no efforts of being able to sleep (which i initially thought i would have to drag myself to sleep) here i am... wide awake and have all the zest in the world. my body clock seemed to be working whenever there's something urgent. 4.30 and i'm up. i already made my check-in online. good thing i'm on SQ. i don't have to go to the airport at this crazy early hour. 

so howt do i feel? pretty much excited i guess. but i long for 'the rest' more than anything. my mind have been in certain amount of pressure this past months and this is something that delights my very soul. i just wish i would have this 4-week vacation play in a slow-motion pace. make this go on forever! anything an OFW would want. gesh, i hope i wouldn't have sampaguita on me when i land on NAIA... 

Monday, December 3, 2007

got me by jeff de bruges

my french boss was very appreciative of my work and though i've been ranting a lot of things the past few days about how stressed i am, she just gave me a present that have uplifted me. for one, its the gesture that counts. secondly, its belgian chocolate by french chocolatier for pete's sake. i am a choco-loco maniac and call me mababaw but chocolate is just the way to my heart hahaha ;p




sleepless in sydney

its 3.41 am and still wide awake. got so many things in my head. prolly is it because im finally going back home or too many things to turnover in the office. jeez, tomorrow is just 24 hours worth to do all my procrastination. minus 4 hours wasted time just staring on the ceiling. minus another 2 hours of sleep *fingers crossed*... i just pray that i can pass through this day without too much stress from myself. i reckon its just me causing all this stupidities and insanities.

Sunday, December 2, 2007

best things in life are free

the phrase that would always be true no matter what the circumstances be. i guess i had never appreciated how simple things can make you happy. just passing time and sitting around Darling Harbour at night as you watch people share laughter and enjoy the zest in life. it would never be the same if i chose to live back home. stress is how i defined my life back there. although i have my own stress here but still weekend usually belongs to me here. something that pissed me off this morning as my manager called me at 1.46pm and i didn't pick up the phone as it would ruin the one thing that was left for me. sunday - rest day... went for shopping this afternoon and i found it amazing as i brush my way to department stores. christmas is all around me. then, mass at St. Mary's Cathedral on the first week of advent... and a quiet and delightful dinner in front of Cockle Bay Wharf. it defined my last few days in sydney this 2007. and to add, got a taste of kangaroo meat, which is not that bad after all as opposed to what i hear from others...

im more afraid than excited as hours are counting down until I my flight. for unknown reasons, i feel the uneasiness. sort of some irrational mindset that made me think of what they would be expecting from me after one year overseas. i definitely am sure that there's no savings. i lived my life independently of which i am proud. but then again, there is a big cloud rolling on my life as i don't know what i wanted to do at this point. its such a pointless discussion i suppose but i just wanted to say how crazy every moment feels like this past few days.

i know endless tasks can never be finished. i tried my best and i deserve to have this vacation. good thing its my training tomorrow morning which would be on delegation. i probably need this one as i would be pushing all unprocessed tasks to someone. hopefully, i can pack my things tomorrow afternoon. i just realised that my flight is early morning. I originally thought it is at 1.00pm. and now its stressing me...

but what the hell, all i know is that its time to enjoy-

Saturday, December 1, 2007

!#@$!

the worst time in my stay here in Australia happened this week. all the pressure from work has drained everything in me. all my friends went back home and to think Thursday is shopping day, Friday is nice dinner day... at least one of my wish was granted. i had a beer and pizza for dinner with my staff. and it wasnt that bad after all.

still cant comprehend how stressed and how disorganised i am at the moment. i havent touched my cooking pans for crying out loud. hopefully i can break free tomorrow and monday... gesh, such a bad week definitely!

looking forward now to my saturday night drinking sessions! haha