@r0ndzm

its one helluva week again and it's no big surprise. really looking forward to fridays for the usual dinner but everyone seems to be busy. just wanted a simple meal in the city and i ended up having dinner alone. stress and multiple stress. lonely. bored. agitated.

i know that this season is weird. with the showers and all. it is supposedly summer!! but it did not stop us from going to the beach. and it might be the only chance in celebrating summer. next month will be fall. so even if its windy we just didn't care. about an hour or two and we just laid on the sand. brought something to read though i cant make sense of what im reading. it seems not the right book to enjoy (Gaarder's deep profound thoughts).



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at present, i just can't find the right thing to do to keep me satisfied. it seems that every weekend - i feel empty. bored. gebohrt. just staring at the ceiling. nothing to think about. nothing ever make sense now. damn. decided to just grill some stake and when i was about to watch episode 10, season 4 of Greys - blood started splattering around. quickly, i replaced it with all-familiar friends. now i'm satisfied.

oh this is so uplifting. just when i thought my mac life is dead and its only function is to let me watch movies on my bedroom... now it is indeed resurrected and connected to the internet. i love unwired! imagine, i just bought the router awhile ago. though it caused me a fortune but good thing is that you can buy it in dick smith. you dont have to wait for stupid mail delivery and you dont have to wait for business days for your internet to get working. all you need to do is sign up and pay via direct debit to your bank account. and its done!

i sooo missed randomly blogging... downloading... chatting... WTG!!!

this is such a fun day. watched good movie- definitely, maybe. "i dont know and i dont know how to know!!!" 

had the couch few weeks ago but this is may be the only reason to get together with friends. sounds a weird reason to party but it's also a means to re-welcome the hubby of Bevs to Sydney. good thing, an idea of potluck was suggested. im too lazy to cook and too broke to buy food as well.

had some talking, and decided to go on a vacation to new zealand sometime in may. with fingers crossed, hopefully everyone could come. but sure thing is that ghie and me would be going to perth this april.

such things lighten up my mood and looking forward to the end of busy season. knowing that i still have to deal with handful of clients, sleepless nights and enormous pressure to get things all done.

been missing in action for ages.

indeed its been a silent two weeks for me. would i need to blame the stupid bigpond technicians again? i guess not, im to tired to dwell in that subject anyway.

wasn't able to comment on the great australian day a week ago. and again, it reminds me of the prior year of mossie war or RI to that effect where I got hospitalised.
Australia Day Pics

so much have changed since then. and its only fair to say that i cared less this year. i realised how to value every minute of 08. hence, i formulated that "work is just work; life is something to live".

no longer do i slave for miss chips ahoy. i really dont give a stinking rat's $$$ on how she would react if i dont deliver according to her unreasonable demands.

also last week, we went to Wollongong-Kiama area and had a great time in Jamberoo and Carrington Falls (located in the South Coast of NSW). especially the part where we made a quick dip on an iced-cold pond. i felt rejuvinated and cleansed.
Jamberoo Pics

its always dreading to even think that tomorrow's another busy day. deadlines. but what the hell, at the end of the day. it all comes down to "i did my best and this is what i could deliver-if you're not satisfied, there's nothing i can do about it"-attitude...